WOW, I had no idea how much chemo actually took a toll on my body. Yesterday, I was almost miserable tired and now...i've been up for like 30 minutes! Which reminds me....last night I must've been delirious (again) because I totally didn't have chemo last night. It was like 9:30 and they gave me my steriods and I was like, what happened to the chemo?? The nurse was like...it's been 5 doses already silly!
So I was like...woo hoo, give me my ambien! It was nice. And my sleep was so much better. I actually woke up and was talking to the doctors this morning and I noticed that I"m a lot more pleasant when I don't have that junk in me. lol. Who would've thought. I asked my doctors about their day, cracked a joke or two, and gave them a full report of why I was so awful the past few days. You could tell that they liked me today. lol.
Well, I think that my hair is starting to fall out. It doesn't seem as bad yet but I definitely want to get rid of it because having bed head sucks with short hair and my sister got me some cool new BLING earrings that will look perfect with my baseball hat and possibly a scarf if I'm up for it.
Right now, i'm awake and looking for something to watch on TV. I might feel so good to do a little online shopping....okay maybe not yet. that is dangerous! I ordered a hoodie from nike.com and I was soooo tempted to buy jogging shoes but I was like....what the heck do you need jogging shoes for? lol.
Last night I had a baked potato soup craving and God must've known because a nurse came in and said, Hey Kim a nurse brought potato soup, do you want me to get you a cup of it? Although it was kinda late, of course I said yes and it was DELICIOUS!!
I didn't get to make my video for my students last night like I wanted to because I just felt horrible. So today I feel bad but I think it'll keep them on their toes. I hope they're excited for it. IDK what I"m going to say but I'll figure that out, I'm a teacher, I can wing anything! :)
Well, my food is here and I'm STARVING (I blame the steroids) I just hope it tastes good...fingers crossed.
I'll write more later,
kim
p.s. HUGE CONGRATULATIONS to my friend Michelle and her new baby Ava. It's been a much anticipated summer and I bet that little girl is going to come out brown because of all the sun we got all summer! :)
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