Day 518: where has time went

dear fellow readers, it's been 8 whole days that I've been in here. After my last dose of chemo, things starting rolling down hill and my pancreas was full on attacked. my assumption is that it was the chemo and all the eating i was doing prior to that (breakfast, lunch, and dinner, two =o nights in a row.) comparing that to only eating soup all  All a day, once a day. well over night my body took a toll for the best. i spend the night taking morphine curled up in a ball getting pain med after morphine all day. once people actually acted like a real patient advcator, mar-lax, and other strong drugs were given. this was about two days i sorta remember seeing visitors but couldn't say

**This is Kimberly's Mother, Kimberly ask me to finish her blogging.  They just tried to get another biopsy today, will let you known later on this.  She is sleeping now.
Just to let everyone know that she fight the infections (Pneumonia), she is on two different type of antibiotic  it has been tough for her and she feels bad that she has been answer any of message, phone calls, and keeping up with her blog.  She needs her rest as much as she can, she does miss everyone, she wants thank you all, for your support, and pray.
Today is one month from her Birthday!!!
I here with her 24 hour day.
Have a good day, and Thank you, Caroline (Mother)

oklay this is kim and that was the most FAILED bone barrow biopsy eveyry . the dude was new and he numbed me too much in the wrong places and he couldn't e=get anhthing. so instead they;re  taking me down to radiology to have it done instead.

so one of the 8 nights, i wanna say saturday or or something. in the middle of the night my pulse ox, blood pressure and everything dropped and i went into cardio arrest in my i dont remember but all i know is that when i woke up. there was a zillion doctors around me and one said too much fluid in my lungs. great. so now i have to wear a permanent pulseoximeter. so days went by of being uncomfortable and here i am. im still fighting but believe me, its hard.

once again, im sorry about not responding....im doing my best.

all my love,

kim